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Do you ever feel as if your the only one who understands yourself? Well if you have you know what it feels like to be empty inside. I feel as if at one point after I bottle everything up, I will suddenly explode on everybody. Today I felt alone. Like nobody wanted me here. ANYWAYS…since I have been so deep in thought…why don’t I help others feel better? Well today this is when j start over, with a new beginning, and a gorgeous ending. I grew up with anxiety as in I can’t do anything without screaming so loud in my head that MY own head pops off. I hate crowds. You know what…I don’t hate I dislike crowds. I dislike people who decide to bully me or my friends! But I love my family and friends. I love my artistic abilities. I love dancing. I love singing. And I sure do love Kyla Marie Price. Now and then you will get this feeling, not exactly jealousy, but disgust, sorrow,and loneliness. Thank your for reading! Goodnight y’all!!

You know how on Tumblr, Twitter, facebook,(definitely Pinterest), you find something…at some point that inspires you to do something creative and incredible? Well today was my day to inspire others. So let me tell you right now. It’s okay to not want to express your feelings but the part that brings us all down, is not talking about what or who is bothering us. We have ups, and we have downs. But, in the end we inspire others to learn from our mistakes and inspire even more people. So yes life can bring you down. But just keep talking. It will progress and get better from there. I know this from experience. I have been through every little piece of depression. The cutting, the thoughts, the shut-outs. It doesn’t help nor does it make anything better. So keep living your life with your chin up and yours hands at your hips with FULL sass. And let me tell you, it’s not easy being me. It’s not easy being depressed, bullied, anxious, or lonely. I bring myself down every second of the day. But that one friend who has always stuck by me is Kyla. She was there with me through hell and back. And yes, I love her. No homo here. Just loving my life and what has come of it. Thanks for listening!! Goodnight y’all!

It’s all one big ball of stress when it comes to bullying. Everything you think and say will leave you in regret. It can be either way. Your the bully, or someone else is. You can be the target, or you can target someone. Any way it put it still sucks. People will come and go. I stay. And I move on. I get through it. You on the other hand it takes time. It took me time. But again, I got through it. I learned how to fight and think through it. I learned the best of myself. I learned to love and control myself and others. Just like god did. And trust me, it’s hard. But trust in those who love and help you. Have faith in yourself and others. Because we the people love you. And we always will. Deep inside all the people in the world know and think how to help thereselves and others. Because I love you. And I love myself. Not in a selfish way. But in a loving way. Because I believe in society and faith. Just like you should. I know not everyone and everything will come up to you with a warming welcome. Some will love, and some will dislike. Just like I once did. Thank you for reading. Goodnight y’all!

Hi,as you know from the name of my blog my name is Kadira! And this post is about my life and how I got to McKinney! Its very hard to lose something or someone you love.I lost both of them, or as I say, all of them. I lost all of my friends and I lost the school I loved. I felt appreciated. I felt loved. But all those feeling suddenly went away after I moved from Terrell to McKinney. I started feeling these feelings I have never felt before. I felt depressed. I felt anxious. I didnt know what these feelings were. I always felt rejected and in pain. I was at my worst time. I started to cut. I felt worthless and hopeless. Thats when i told my parents. I told them how I felt and what I was feeling.

Welcome to my new blog, I hope to have a long run on the net. More content will be coming soon so hold on to your socks!